The Invocation of Shabaniyah
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bismillah al-rahman al-raheem allahumma salli 'alaa muhammadin wa aali muhammad. wasma' du'aa'i idhaa da'awtuk. wasma' nidaa'i idhaa naadaytuk. waqbil 'alayya idhaa naajaytuk. faqad harabtu ilayka wa waqaftu bayna yadayk. mustakeenan lak, mutadharri'an ilayk, raajiyan limaa ladayka thawaabi, wa ta'lamu maa fi nafsi, wa takhburu haajati, wa ta'rifu dhameeri, wa laa yakhfaa 'alayka amru munqalabi wa mathwai, wa maa ureedu an ubdi'a bihi min mantiqi, wa atafawwaha bihi min talibati, wa arjoohu li-'aaqibati. wa qad jarat maqaadeeruka 'alayya yaa sayyidi fimaa yakunu minni ilaa aakhiri 'umri min sareerati wa'alaaniyati, wa biyadika laa biyadi ghayrika ziyaadati wa naqsi, wa naf'i wa dharri. ilaahi, in harramtani faman dhaa alladhiy yarzuquni? wa in khadhaltani, fa man dhaa alladhiy yansuruni? ilaah a'udhu bika min ghadhabika wa hyulooli sakhatik ilaahi in kunta ghayr musta'hilin lirahmati, fa anta ahlun an tajooda 'alayya bi-fadhli sa'atik. ilaahi, ka-anny binafsy waaqifatun bayna yadayk, waqad azhallahaa husnu tawakkuli 'alayk. faqulta maa anta ahluhu wa taghammadtani bi-'afwik. ilaahi, in 'afawta fa-man awlaa minka bi-dhaalik? wa in kaana qad danaa ajali wa lam yudneeni minka 'amali faqad ja'altu-l-iqraara bi-dh-dhanbi ilayka waseelati. ilaahi qad jurtu 'alaa nafsi fi-n-nazhari lahaa, falahaa-l-wailu in lam taghfir lahaa. ilaahi lam yazal birruka 'alaa ayyaami hayaati, falaa taqta' birraka 'anni fi mamaati. ilaahi, kayfa aayasu min husni nazharika li ba'da mamaati, wa anta lam toolini illa-l-jamkeela fi hayaati. ilaahi, tawalla min amri maa anta ahluhu, wa 'ud 'alayya bi-fadhlika 'alaa mudhnibin qad ghamarahu jahluhu. ilaahi qad satarta 'alayya dhunooban fi-d-dunyaa, wa ana ahwaju ilaa satrihaa 'alayya minka fil-ukhraa. ilaahi qad ahsanta ilayya ith lam tuzh-hirhaa li-ahadin min 'ibaadika-s-saaliheen, falaa tafdhahni yawm al-qiyaamati 'alaa ru'oos-il-ash-haad. ilaahi, jooduka basata amali, wa 'afwuka afdhalu min 'amali. ilaahi, fasurrani bi-liqaa'ika yawma taqdhi feehi bayna 'ibaadik. ilaahi, i'tidhaari ilayka i'tidhaaru man lam yastaghni 'an qabooli 'udhrihi, faqbal 'udhri yaa akrama man i'tadhara ilayhi-l-musee'oon. ilaahi, laa tarudda haajati, wa laa tukhayyib tama'i, wa laa taqta' minka rajaa'i wa amali. ilaahi, law aradta hawaani lam tahdini, wa law aradta fadheehati lam tu'aafini. ilaahi, ma azhunnuka tarudduni fi haajatin qad afnaytu 'umri fi talabihaa mink. ilaahi, fa-laka al-hamdu abadan daa'iman sarmadan, yazeedu wa laa yabeed, kamaa tuhibbu wa tardhaa. ilaahi, in akhadhtani bi-jurmi, akhadhtuka bi-'afwik, wa in akkhadhtani bi dhunoobi, akhadhtuka bi-maghfiratik, wa in adkkhaltani-n-naara a'lamtu ahlahaa anny uhibbuk. ilaahi, in kaana saghura fee janbi taa'atika 'amali, faqad kabura fee janbi rajaa'ika amali ilaahi, kayfa anqalibu min 'indika bil-khaybati mahrooma, wa qad kaana husnu zhanni bijoodika an taqlibani bi-n-najaati marhooma ilaahi wa qad afnaytu 'umri fee sharratis-sahwi 'ank, wa ablaytu shabaabi fi sakrati-t-tabaa'udi mink ilaahi fa-lam astayqizh ayyama ightiraari bik, wa rukooni ilaa sabeeli-sakhatik
ilaahi wa ana 'abduka wa-ibnu 'abdik,
qaa'imun bayna yadayk, mutawassilun bi-karamika ilayk ilaahi lam yakun li hawlun fa-antaqila bihi 'an ma'siyatik, illa fi waqtin ayqazhtani li-mahabbatik. wa kamaa aradta an akoona kuntu fa-shakartuka bi-idkhaali fi karamik, wa li-tatheeri qalbi min awsaakhi-l-ghaflati 'ank. ilaahi, unzhur ilayya nazara man naadaytahu fa-ajaabak, wasta'maltahu bi-ma'oonatika fa-ataa'ak. yaa qareeban laa yab'udu 'an al-mughtarri bih, wa yaa jawaadan laa yabkhalu 'amman rajaa thawaabah ilaahi, hab li qalban yudneehi minka shawquhu, wa lisaanan yurfa'u ilayka sidquhu, wa nazharan yuqarribuhu minka haqquhu ilaahi, inna man ta'arrafa bika ghayru majhool, wa man laadha bika ghayru makhdhool, wa man aqbalta 'alayhi ghayru mamlook ilaahi inna man intahaja bika la-mustaneer, wa inna man i'tasama bika la-mustajeer. wa qad ludhtu bika yaa ilaahi falaa tukhayyib zhanni min rahmatika wa laa tahjubni 'an ra'fatik ilaahi aqimni fee ahli wilaayatika maqaama man rajaa-z-ziyaadata min mahabbatik ilaahi walhimni walahan bi-dhikrika ilaa dhikrik, wa himmati fee rawhi najaahi asmaa'ik, wa mahalli qudsik ilaahi, bika 'alayka illa alhaqtani bi-mahalli ahli taa'atik wal-mathwaa-s-saalihi min mardhaatik, fa-inni laa aqdiru li-nafsi daf'an, wa laa amliku lahaa naf'an ilaahi ana 'abduka-dh-dhaeef al-mudhnib wa mamlookukal-muneeb, falaa taj'alni mimman sarafta 'anu wajhaka wa hajabahu sahwuhu 'an 'afwik ilaahi hab li kamaal-al-inqitaa'i ilayka wanir absaara quloobina bi-dhiyaa'i nazharihaa ilayka hatta takhriqa absaarul-quloobi hujub-an-noori fa-tasila ilaa ma'din-il-'azhamati wa taseera arwaahunaa mu'allaqatan bi-'izzi qudsik ilaahi waj'alni mimman naadaytahu wa-ajaabak, walaahazhtahu fa-sa'iqa li-jalaalik, fa-naajaytahu sirran wa 'amila laka jahran ilaahi lam usallit 'alaa husni zhanni qunoot-al-ayaas, wa laa inqata'a rajaa'i min jameeli karamik ilaahi, in kaanat-il-khataayaa qad asqatni ladayk, fasfah 'anni bi-husni tawakkuli 'alayka iilaahi, in hattatni-dh-dhunoobu min makaarimi lutfik, faqad nabbahani-l-yaqeenu ilaa karami 'atfik ilaahi in anaamatni al-ghaflatu 'an-il-isti'daadi li-liqaa'ik, faqad nabbahatni-l-ma'rifatu bi-karami-alaa'ik
ilaahi, in da'aani ilaa-n-naari 'aqheemu
'iqaabik, faqad da'aani ilaal-jannatu jazeelu thawaabik ilaahi, walhiqni binoori 'izzika-l-abhaj, fa-akoona laka 'aarifan, wa 'an siwaaka munharifan, wa minka khaa'ifan muraaqiban. yaa dhaal-jalaali wal-ikraam. wa sallallahu 'alaa muhammadin wa rasoolihi wa aalihi-t-taahireen, wa salaama tasleeman katheeran. |