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إِلٰهِي كَيْفَ
اصْدُرُ
عَنْ بَابِكَ بِخَيْبَةٍ مِنْكَ |
il¡h¢ kayfa a¥duru
`an b¡bika bikhaybatin minka |
O my God, how can it be that I
return from Your door carrying disappointment of You |
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وَقَدْ قَصَدْتُهُ عَلَىٰ ثِقَةٍ بِكَ |
wa qad qa¥adtuh£ `al¡
thiqatin bika |
after I have come to it putting
my trust in You? |
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إِلٰهِي كَيْفَ تُؤْيِسُنِي مِنْ عَطَائِكَ |
il¡h¢ kayfa tu'yisun¢
min `a§¡'ika |
O my God, how can it be that You
make me despair of Your gifts |
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وَقَدْ
امَرْتَنِي
بِدُعَائِكَ |
wa qad amartan¢
bidu`¡'ika |
after You have ordered me to pray
You? |
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صَلِّ عَلَىٰ مُحَمَّدٍ وَآلِ مُحَمَّدٍ |
¥alli `al¡
mu¦ammadin wa ¡li mu¦ammadin |
(Please) bless Mu¦ammad and the
Household of Mu¦ammad |
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وَٱرْحَمْنِي إِذَا ٱشْتَدَّ ٱلانِينُ |
war¦amn¢ idh¡
ishtadda al-an¢nu |
and have mercy upon me when
moaning will intensify, |
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وَحُظِرَ عَلَيَّ ٱلْعَمَلُ |
wa ¦u¨ira `alayya al`amalu |
when action will be banned, |
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وَٱنْقَطَعَ مِنِّي ٱلامَلُ |
wanqa§a`a minn¢
al-amalu |
when hope will be cut off, |
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وَافْضَيْتُ
إِلَىٰ ٱلْمَنُونِ |
wa af¤aytu il¡
alman£ni |
when I will be led to death, |
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وَبَكَتْ عَلَيَّ ٱلْعُيُونُ |
wa bakat `alayya
al`uy£nu |
when eyes will weep for me, |
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وَوَدَّعَنِي ٱلاهْلُ
وَٱلاحْبَابُ |
wa wadda`an¢ al-ahlu
wal-a¦b¡bu |
when my family members and dear
ones will bid farewell to me, |
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وَحُثِيَ عَلَيَّ ٱلتُّرَابُ |
wa ¦uthiya `alayya
alttur¡bu |
when dust will be poured upon me, |
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وَنُسِيَ ٱسْمِي |
wa nusiya ism¢ |
when my name will be forgotten, |
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وَبَلِيَ جِسْمِي |
wa baliya jism¢ |
when my body will be rotten, |
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وَٱنْطَمَسَ ذِكْرِي |
wan§amasa dhikr¢ |
when my remembrance will be wiped
out, |
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وَهُجِرَ قَبْرِي |
wa hujira qabr¢ |
when my grave will be deserted; |
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فَلَمْ يَزُرْنِي زَائِرٌ |
falam yazurn¢ z¡'irun |
so, no one will ever visit me |
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وَلَمْ يَذْكُرْنِي ذَاكِرٌ |
wa lam yadhkurn¢
dh¡kirun |
and no one will ever remember me, |
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وَظَهَرَتْ مِنِّي ٱلْمَآثِمُ |
wa ¨aharat minn¢
alma'¡thimu |
when the responsibilities of my
sins will appear, |
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وَٱسْتَوْلَتْ عَلَيَّ ٱلْمَظَالِمُ |
wastawlat `alayya
alma¨¡limu |
when my violations of the others’
rights will overtake me, |
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وَطَالَتْ شِكَايَةُ ٱلْخُصُومِ |
wa §¡lat shik¡yatu
alkhu¥£mi |
when the complaints of my rivals
will be admitted, |
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وَٱتَّصَلَتْ دَعْوَةُ ٱلْمَظْلُومِ |
wa itta¥alat da`watu
alma¨l£mi |
and when the prayer of the
oppressed ones against me will be responded. |
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صَلِّ ٱللَّهُمَّ عَلَىٰ مُحَمَّدٍ وَآلِ مُحَمَّدٍ |
¥alli all¡humma `al¡
mu¦ammadin wa ¡li mu¦ammadin |
O Allah, (please) send blessings
upon Mu¦ammad and the Household of Mu¦ammad, |
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وَارْضِ
خُصُومِي عَنِّي |
wa ar¤i khu¥£m¢ `ann¢ |
make my rivals be pleased with me |
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بِفَضْلِكَ وَإِحْسَانِكَ |
bifa¤lika wa i¦s¡nika |
out of Your favoring and Your
good turns, |
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وَجُدْ عَلَيَّ بِعَفْوِكَ وَرِضْوَانِكَ |
wa jud `alayya
bi`afwika wa ri¤w¡nika |
and treat me magnanimously out of
Your pardon and pleasure. |
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إِلٰهِي ذَهَبَتْ
ايَّامُ
لَذَّاتِي |
il¡h¢ dhahabat ayy¡mu
ladhdh¡t¢ |
O Allah, the days of my pleasures
have gone away |
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وَبَقِيَتْ مَآثِمِي وَتَبِعَاتِي |
wa baqiyat ma'¡thim¢
wa tabi`¡t¢ |
and nothing remained but my sins
and the liabilities of my wrongdoings. |
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وَقَدْ
اتَيْتُكَ
مُنِيباً تَائِباً |
wa qad ataytuka
mun¢ban t¡'iban |
I have thus come to You repentant
and penitent. |
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فَلاَ تَرُدَّنِي مَحْرُوماً وَلاَ خَائِباً |
fal¡
taruddan¢ ma¦r£man wa l¡
kh¡'iban |
So, (please) do not reject me
deprived and disappointed. |
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اَللَّهُمَّ آمِنْ رَوْعَتِي |
all¡humma ¡min
raw`at¢ |
O Allah, (please) secure my fear, |
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وَٱغْفِرْ زَلَّتِي |
waghfir zallat¢ |
forgive my slips, |
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وَتُبْ عَلَيَّ |
wa tub `alayya |
and accept my repentance. |
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إِنَّكَ
انْتَ
ٱلتَّوَّابُ ٱلرَّحِيمُ |
innaka anta
alttaww¡bu alrra¦¢mu |
Verily, You are the
Oft-Returning, the All-merciful. |
